I want to fall into me
Once I say I do
Finding this soul unscathed
by the mind
Nothing to fix
nothing broken
I see once more that all is well
When I stop believing otherwise
I want to express wildly this life
Living through me
It is no body else's fault for these old perceptions
now that I know
To stop making excuses for them
This feeling is
It is beyond time and space
I call out begging for someone to just listen
And all I keep hearing is my own voice
Echoing Gods Prosperity
And now what?
What do I do with these lyes
After I have spun around looking and blaming
Lifetimes of tight weaving of webs
and stories around me
I breath deeper
I bow in gratitude and stand up
I see and now
I have a choice
In allowing of shed tears
Of expressed grief and rage
Wrenching sadness
This ball of woven ancestral tapestry unravels.
An exhale through the universe
Is felt and frees
Through history
Effortlessly shining this vulnerable and
unified heart
It is a constant mastery
to surrender
To turn and face the wave
To recognize it's there
And ride it's rhythmic pulse
It sensual expression
Of contract
and expand
It is a constant choice
To fall into me
Into love
